Thoughts upon rising

When I woke up this morning I had this thought:
I want to pull out everyone I care about from their bad habits, mine included. Especially mine.

I'm starting to care more about myself but it's a long, slow process. I'm impatient about a lot of things but not so much about my positive growth because these days, everyday, I'm trying at least a little bit. Of course there have been a couple days in the past couple weeks where I have slipped up really badly but I've accepted that they've happened and that the slip ups are okay because I'm still moving along, albeit very slowly. I just needed a course correction but my general trajectory is moving me in the direction that feels right.

Friday morning I woke up from a dream; he called me and said, "Hey, how are you doing?" More likely than not, I'm just asking myself that.