May 07, 2006

If I don't blog within the next couple days...

It's because my head exploded.

Exhibit 1:
I took my old 35 mm camera to Coachella. It had film already loaded in it and had a few frames already exposed. I had no idea what they might be photos of. I got the roll developed today. Not only were there photos of one exboyfriend, there were photos of TWO exboyfriends. That would make those photos two years old.

:partial explosion:

Posted by Monica at May 7, 2006 02:10 PM
Comments
On May 8, 2006 07:13 PM rivviepop wrote:

the real question is...anything we can use as blackmail? mwuahaha...

On May 8, 2006 08:27 PM Monica wrote:

Luckily, I do not appear in any of those photos with the aforementioned dudes.

On May 8, 2006 08:57 PM Jed wrote:

Was it one of me?

You deserve more than sadness. If you're feeling philosphical, I recently rediscovered this Argentinian author, Borges. Maybe a way to deal with the past?

"At the railroad station he noted that he still had thirty minutes. He quickly recalled
that in a cafe on the Calle Brazil (a few dozen feet from Yrigoyen's house) there was an
enormous cat which allowed itself to be caressed as if it were a disdainful divinity. He
entered the cafe. There was the cat, asleep. He ordered a cup of coffee, slowly stirred the
sugar, sipped it (this pleasure had been denied him in the clinic), and thought, as he
smoothed the cat's black coat, that this contact was an illusion and that the two beings,
man and cat, were as good as separated by a glass, for man lives in time, in succession,
while the magical animal lives in the present, in the eternity of the instant."

http://www.akirarabelais.com/borges/elsur.html

I'm leaving for New Orleans in a month. For good.

-Jed